Ever been stuck in something and not know what to do? I have always said that I would never date one of my friends crushes or ex. But i have found myself some how in a love triangle.

I am unsure of what to do because it's between a fantastic friend and a perfect guy. I have never wanted to be in this but i can't get out of it without hurting someone. I don't want to hurt either of them and i wish to keep both in my life. I have known Megan for many years and she has pretty much been there through everything with me. Matt and i have started hanging out recently but isn't that how most relations start, meeting a stranger and getting to know them? I knew megan had a huge crush on him but he told her just wanted to be friends. I really like him and he likes me as well, but i don't want to hurt and lose Megan. I was worried the night she found out that she would be pissed at me and never talk to me again and that just made things worse because she is a fantastic friend and i don't know what i would do without her. Matt is a gentleman and i know he will treat me well. I am just lost and don't know what to do. I was horrible to megan last night because she upset me and now i regret it. I don't think she will forgive me and it hurts really bad. I need help and atm have no one to help.